i just found out that money isn't the cause of everything
his ultimate worry was me
worried that things would change after two months
worried that i'll be lonely
insecurity. lack of mutual trust. i think (quite sad)however, i thought otherwise.
i thought that our seperation might be a test for our relationship
i know we can!
assured him. and he agreed to go for overseas FYP@beijing! =)
last week, when i was reading the saturday straits times papers special interview with singapore's scholars
hypnotically entraced by reading on their intelligence and passion towards their future
while envy coated all over me like mashmallow coated with chocolate
while comparing how unintelligent i am and my indifference towards the future
while leaving me with demoralisation
i saw my cousin on the same page!

wow! so proud of him man!
what we could have been, 10:13 PM.