been thinking about me turning 21
the theme of my party
where will it be held
and everything
then comes this issue which left me depressed
i'm turning 21!
soonwell it's still quite awhile before my bday
n it's not relevant to talk about all this right now
but i just don't feel right
i've recalled jie's 21st bday party and her one n only bf.
and i also recalled she was just 22 then!
okay, my body temperature is decreasing
u can guesstimate
(guess n estimate?) that i'm feeling terrified
that aside..
guess everyone knows me being a full time hunk-watcher never fails to look out for hunks
BUT not anymore..
whether he is good-looking or gentlemanly
whether he swims or blades
whether he's nice and faithful
i don't freaking care. i have no interest at all.
i also declare that i've got no man in mind
(besides thinking of how jy n mars doing. n regretting on how i treated keith issue)think something's really wrong with me
i went dating a few times
and like what my dear keith fu said,
i'm opening up n been dating younger guys
but i just feel
ew! don't waste my time!i would think oh! i can do without guys.
i know i can.. but.. i starting to think i'm weird myself.
what we could have been, 9:32 PM.