cousin's having his ns block leave this week
he wanna meet b4 i'm off to taiwan
BUT
the thing is.......
we are not very close
we just keep in contact last year
so, i asked ard. ask jie if she wanna join
but she's not free
his sis's not free either
OMG
i'm really afraid of awkwardness!
what if there's no common topic to talk abt?
what if his friends join us for movie?
what if he wanna treat?
what if he wanna send me home?
what if......
sigh-
i surveyed so many pple
RESPONSES: WEIRD LOOK!and the only diff response was from my mum"go out? u're leaving on mon. u haven't even pack ur lugguage!"if i'm gg out with him..what sld i wear? (gel: don't wear too revealing)my hair? (joa:tie with lotsa pins)bag? (me: big one! to feel secured)join his friends for k? (i demur!)oh man.this is worse than going on a dateanw, i'm going out with him tml
what we could have been, 11:12 PM.